A B S O L U T E

I am thinking, very seriously.
Should I say? or I should just keep it to myself?
Change my mind? or carry on?
Be straight? or turning circles?
Hold on? or let go?
I am thinking, extremely hard.

Someone help me!

11:24:00 PM

Be yourself day, yesterday.. 29/08/08
yea, so the concert was ok, not bad not bad.
After that went for SS.
no test. (:
AHAHA!

Rushed back home. Its small thing actually.
So rushed to bugis meet them, whenever i am rushing, sure there will be traffic jam. why?
F it.
They finished eating, so my turn..
Sorry for the long waiting. Ps,
After eating, hmmm... long discussion on wher to go next, most of it rejected..
Then then, idea of bowling came!

went to SAFRA, bowled. disappointing..
but still we won!
all went off after paying.

30/08/08
went to inter meet LV, then to prefects room.. for dawn's day.
today was really fun!
HAHAHAHAA!!!
Happy birthday Dawn..

3:15:00 PM

During the last 2 period, form teachers period.
Went to maths lab, do something about the jobs thingy.
And i sat beside kenny, both of us went to other people's blog, so there is 1 blog that kenny went into. Immediately, there is one phrase i saw in the blog.
JAY CHOU SUCKS!

Really dont let me know who you are sia, cos i think you also sure very ugly like F dee..
thats why you said that.
Idiots..
how can?

9:37:00 PM

I shall persevere.
I can.

4:08:00 PM

Saturday: 23/8/2008

Woke up at around 11, supposed to meet at 12.30, then change to 1, 1.30, 1.45.

watching olympics football gold medal match..

watch first half only and I need to go out soon, it was alrdy like 1.30, i am still at home. Raining. walou, i find find find my earpiece then cant find. Fish.

Went without music, damn bored on the bus.. Jam, then no music.

No music, let me die.

Reached, called navin. sorry, late..

so walked around bugis, everywhere is people. crowded.. after that sara came.

kk so on and so on.

then f-ing pissed offf. K came, and started quarrel, then want fight. just becos of where to find us, please lar guys, how old alrd? xia suay kNOw, got face anot? the shopping centre your father or mother open? pls lar, use some of your common sense, jus some will do.

thats the reason why, small prob make big.

So i didnt care about them and went to meet Hr first.

Theres dance competition or what, so watched.. Sinead came,

went to the temple and bai bai first. after that to SAM. i know how to go, they dont believe.

i am correct in the end.

Followed the arrows, to the museum.

WOW! their arts were fantastic! amazing.. Fact.

Guys, you all should go and take a look, its free dont worry.. you wont regret,

we were like models, Cool~~~~

Next stop, shopping for them.. My legs stepped onto a few lemons. i dont think they were tired, pei fu pei fu.

Met fred and Pq on bus 16. to marina square..

Dined at yuki yaki.

Halfway full through the war. my stomach is bloody small, i cant take more,

sadded... I wont grow fat.

HOW?

The fireworks had alrd started when we eating, bad day.

The ice cream, fed up actually.

Hahas, its ok. (:

I cant shop anything? the shops were all closed.

wanted to go screening room, its a long journey.. very long, i am rushing, and still very slow.

the 124 should be the last one, ran board bus.

Phew..

walked there, learnt new games. new friend, red hair fren wor. Alot over there.

drank alot, damn bao. feel like vomiting.. or puking.

need to thank wl! Thanks..

my face turned white they said. strange..

all back home, cabbed..

feeling better in the cab.

Thanks friends.

Back home, bathed. Msn, sleep..

theres alot more.. too many to upload.

today sunday, and tmr will be normal lessons. Haisssss......

ok i have nothing else to say.

Bye..

3:38:00 PM

Yes! Prelims over!
woooooo, :D
But N level nearer..
Dnt paper is tough for me, blank.. i mean my brain.
so after that went up with ct to retake our papers.. I tried every single question, just 2 blanks.!
but i know i am going to fail..
soon all the people left and theres only me inside the hall. mr loner i am..
Went home and patapon.
I completed, its quite sian.. i am jus trying to improvise my army.

6:23:00 PM

Everything turned out to be shits.
it became everyone's topic to talk about.
Idiots? or just Fcukers?
You choose.

3:43:00 PM

Disease and Virus are my friends,
They like me!
PLEASE LAR!!!!! i really dun wanna be your friend, fcuk off can?

I didnt go for maths paper today, its better, but just by abit..
every important events:
NCC Day, dead.
Maths, dead.
I cant afford to be sick now, N level is drifting towards me.

Its saturday night, after bathing went to sleep..
Cant sleep, woke up. feeling very full, reall full. haissss.............. so hug the basket with me, as i know sure have smth come out de.
indeed, minutes of throwing out.. eeeeww, even me the one vomitting finds it disgusting.. damn terrible alrd, wash my mouth, all, drink drink water..
started to feel cold, wear socks and went to sleep.
cant sleep, torture!
sunday, nothing goes in my stomach..
took temperature, thermometer spoilt, use another.. waaaaa 39.7
no choice, doctors are the who can save me.
Bloody hell, all the clinics closed. kns.

**Sincerely apologise to you!
Very Sorry(x100).... Didnt feel the vibration.. psps, next time!

okok stop, fainting.

6:44:00 PM

Prelims has jus started;
Chinese: Ok, piece of creamy cake.
English: If fail, just throw the creamy cake on me.
Social Studies: You can definitely throw the cake on my face.

Its been really tired, 'yawn'...

Went to help my mum carry stuff.. from her company,i am running late alrd,
meeting navin they all at 1330, and i am still at there.so no choice, cabbed home..
as there is one cab which was alrd outside waiting for me. haa.
waaaa, waste money. ;'(
pack my things, then waited for 145.. knn, long.. so long.
Public transport sucks...... i would rather have my own car. sorry Earth.
the sun was not so bad when i am waiting for the bus.
reached delta, the sun gone... hooooooooooooooo.......
fished up, so jus dip in the water for awhile.
Went beach road for chic rice, char kwey teow not open. too bad.
wanted to have the western food, on tv de, the buzzing cashier. its open, the uncle was sitting outside reading newspaper. So is business on? still as good?
walked around the top floor, then the toilet bowl called my ass? say i miss you, can u come visit me? so dun wanna disappoint her. brought her to the toilet.
then need to wait wor, my ass kinda upset.
2 of the room were not occupied. there was 1 guy outside waiting, then huh? huh??? then 1 uncle ask him wan go? he say no, then after that the uncle went in he talked to himself..
i think 1 of the room is also not occupied lar, so i open the door, can wor. then i ask whether he wan go in anot, he didnt say thanks or what.He slapped himself before he went in
??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????WTF! weirdos are everywher, be careful guys.

ahhh, dun care bout him.
went in to shit, and out of the toilet.
so later on went to bugis, dont have the caps, tees, i want.
waaaa. sian lar!went home, its really bored. how? how?

8:02:00 PM

Dnt in school, from 10 to 12 plus.

Its really like damn fish up when i am doing journal.. hais, so many more! how? final deadline is just tmr, and prelims, day after tmr. ho seh! bye bye!

Went delta after that. was kind of being cheated, the ticket machine stole my money! whats wrong mans, S$1 also wanna take? you see, singapore's ticket machine. Uniquely singapore! ok, come on, jus joking!

then dunno sway/suay or what, reach there the black clouds all suddenly appear. pekchek.

nvm lor, go in the water,

few minutes later saw shawn, also swimming. so together lor..

tan myself, then sun comes out, hide, comes out hide, comes out again, hide.

so uneven colour, sucks!

soon after shawn went off first. then i go,

(NC 16)

at the toilet, something disgusting or funny happened lar. i really dunno waht/how to say.

k let me share with you guys,

after i showered, there was a uncle aged between 40 - 55. wearing formal, shirt, tie.

so nothing special lar, i think he was about to change into his trunk or smth.

shortly after he stripped himself, he went into a cubicle, leaving the door open, he wet himself and he started masturbating! gosh lar! some more got the sound u know, piak paik piak. waaa.

it was weird alrd when i see his bird standing high up, pathetic uncle. doing in the public, and ppl were watching free show! argh, kk stop stop, dun wan say liao.

faster pack my things and out of the washroom.

called huiru, she was still at home. then no choice, went for lunch alone. henderson market? no. redhill market? no. Bukit Merah market? yes.

the food in hawker really makes me sian. always the same, chic rice lar, quack rice lar, pork rice lar, char kwey tiao, laksa. eeew. sick.

so mixed rice. ahhhhh..

then go bind my journal, huiru then came. walked to the library..

k fullll! mac lor, revise,?? i think... tsk tsk, it was really the funniest moment. when got her around sure fun de. lol.. :D

i f-ing hate an alphabet mans, somemore its near to J. shit the person!

i got slapped 3 times! :'( sadded.

shes fun! out with her is laughing-land.

Decided to watch Dark knight.. vivo, again. took bus 131.

then dark knight sold out! it was selling fast still lor, waaa. so watched the love guru.. 1930.

before that superdog for dinner,

and.... yaya

noone knows. shhhhhhhh.....

walked around and drove back to GV! AHAHAS!

the movie was rather lame lar, BIG BIG LAME! though i could catch it lar. laughing brings out your happiness! dont stress. laugh! :)

i forgot what i wanted to say, alamak. its only a few secs. my memory is getting lower.

Look into my eyes baby.

So, ya time is almost up.. i dont think i would be blogging till prelims ends! so, try not to miss me so much kay! :)

GOONIGHTS.

10:15:00 PM

awake at ony 1415! hmmm, great improvement. bu cuo worh,
hahas, watching teevee, and surfing.
i am going to chiong(rush) my journal later!

I was looking for printer, asking frens who were online..
ask for a few hours, still nobody was willing to help, nbm.. and i did indicated on my pm "printer anyone? I WILL PAY!" Still, noone came up to me.
some frens, printer no ink, spoiled. but i appreciate those that really wan help lar, like mandy, vv.. knn, some i see know they lying liao lor. noob actors/actress.
SADDED, FRIENDS.
kx ask me to help find pics i also help leh, i m a good boy!

But i am really going to thank someone lar! SODRIN!!!!!
HAHAS, yea yea. i didnt really expected shes the one! omgomg,
theres so much pictures, i know it would need alot of inks etc. And she agreed right away!
waaaa, this kind of fren, wher to find!
I love u, sod! 100x THANK YOU! i dunno what else to say alrd, u are jus the best!
HEheh.,.
i cant find block 17a, searching for vr long.

went 7-11 buy coffee, later must burn, midnight de oil.
join me anyone?
okok, bye guys! :)

11:17:00 PM

I Am Blogging now!

yea yea, 08/08/08

went to school, met wan first at my house there,,.

then walked to school.

okok, glad that most of my friends rmbed my birthday. thanks guys. after that was aces day.

changed to half u and went to walk. f-ing boring. i was sweating like shit.!!
nbm, did those ne quiz and vote for video or smth. k 6 was the best. others like, hmmm. yea, 1 pile of shit. yi dui lan shi!

stayed back for dnt awhile and went home

Its still long, meeting at 3. and aaron called said the last one reach will treat the rest drinks.

get ready le go off. no need to wait, 195 was punctual. good.

so, first one to reach. then met sinead first, then huiru, of cos lar. the setter of the game came last. and its only a bottle of i lemon tea.

took bus 16, cine..

Kbox! woooooooooooooooooo, from 4 to 7.30.

waaa its really fun! sing sing sing.. cool, their voice was not bad de ok. power!

i forgot what else we did there. but overall, i love it!

fred and peiqi came, so went off, head to arcade first, sinead vs me. I won!

HuIru vs me. i won too! :D

hahas, so went lucky plaza's Pizza hut! had dinner..
ooo, not bad.

i seriously forgotten what else we did. die die.

they are the best. serious

This looks nice, :)

Went home first after eating, rush home to cut my cake! (:

i dont know why, its different,
next year would be better.

Went to fred' hse, was really tired alrd. but nbm, i still can tahan.

Its coke. first time, not bad!

but really like kena knocked down. lucky, they were there to support! the experience was really good!

i feel that i m flying. all the way like want to sleep.

then we went, to the dunno wher la, play catching! different kind de.

best, i am totally awake during that time! really, waaa, like the energy suddenly come up!

theeres, me, d, f, a, c, e.

then i need to go lar, its late! went back at around 3am.

Its really the best 16th birthday! it would be better next year! :) cheers!

Special thanks to: 1ST, Huiru, Aaron, Sinead, Fred, Peiqi, Calvin.

2ND, ALL.. everyone!

Thanks to: all the people that wished me a meaningful HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

thanks so much guys!
My day was just perfect with you guys.

today, oh i mean yesterday.

around 2 then woke up! really really tired. no joke!

so use comp, so going to watch movie with sinead! huiru was booked alrd.

i cant watch the parade, nah its ok. i will watch the encore one.

Went to buy tickets first, the four time slots were selling fast! 1st one we ask only left with first row, so 2nd one, got 2nd row, actually not much difference, at least. better.

830 starts, but still have 2 hours more lidat

went walk walk, wanted to eat kim gary. but alot ppl, so next time lor!

so had pastamania!

hmm hmm,

walk around, shop shop.

after looking at so much tee shirts, i find that pull and bear's de also not bad eh. much more nicer i think. cheaper than topman also. hmmm, good good.

Toys r us!

its fun+ny! hide and seek was also included! LOL

SHEs the loser, so she must come find me. but i cant blame her, for being S*****. ITS big, yea. so gave her clue.

ok lar, lame lar..

drove to GV, went in!

waaa, the movie was rather plain eh! the only part that makes me really laugh out very loud is the mother ask hui, u come back alrd ar? eat alrd anot? repeatedly! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, crazy lar! HAHAHAHAS!

Nead didnt really laugh throughout the movie. she is full.

lucky our neck was alright, if not..

ya, the next 2 'him' will appear!

went home aft that..

Huiru is waiting now, i am sorry. (: smile.

new menu: mixed seafood tomato soup!

BYE GUYS! once again, sorry hr! :)

12:39:00 AM

Its been long long long.. very long.
Just Dnt, Dnt, and, Dnt. shag shag, and still, shag.
Tired tired, and still, tired. sleepy sleepy, and still sleepy. what else? ok One word: SUCKS!

I really encourage some of my juniors not to take Dnt, not as in i dont like Dnt lar, but really can kill people sia, i dunno dnt so strong.
K nvm, jus think b4 u choose your subjects.

Ytd, cut my hair, everytime but my hair alrd, only after the day i cut then my friens will only notice, kaos. Wth, before that KFC. with wk.
While eating saw 1 of my part A junior, he is bloody clown lar. shy clown, i kept looking at him, then he shy shy then keep smiling, all the way. Haha, crazy.

I do not know what to say to describe my feelings right now. :)
k 2 hours 30 mins to go,
the next post would be real long!
nights.

9:23:00 PM

Ok, lets bloga.
Hungry in the morning, 100% Vibration in my stomach.
Jus waiting for recess,
the rice, i mean the crispy crispy thingy in my rice. waaa, chew until my mouth/jaw/teeth also tired..
So, chic rice after school.
and i have not eaten my dinner, but i am bloody full. weird/strange stomach.

Its alrdy dark just now, and i wanna shit.
dnt block u know lar, so i ask zw tag along.. its not i scared lar guys, really waht, now also 7th month, safety first lor. i cant even shit when i am alone. later people disturb.
So dun laugh at me leh, sad know..

I dont like to wait for people, really. damn f- up. especially those very late.. so dont make me wait, i will f u.

9:59:00 PM

10:47:00 PM

Woke up around 1 plus, both saturday and sunday.
really tired, wake up at 1 is still consider early for me, i jus wish i could sleep forever.

I spent my whole saturday doing research on patapon.
saw a video on youtube, which was really impossible for me to do so, but damn superb.
the journey would be ending soon..
i am just wasting my time, haiii.

I was watching guess ytd night, and my brother asked me whether wana go eat anot. its also been a long time, vr long nvr ride with his bike.
so went west coast for prata. around 12am plus..
It was crowded over there. then wait bloody damn long for the cheese prata.
and also i order bandung? and ice milo came. nbm nbm..
ok lar, not bad the foood.
Maggi Goreng = Excellent! :)

Went home at around 0130, freaking cold..
was shivering throughout the ride, freeezzing...... but nice the feeling.

Moody today, why??
cant study at all, kns. bro and mum wan go out, then i dun wanna go. fcuk, then my fault. shes the one that talk so much cock and say i am the one.
Bloody hell, i didnt do anything wrong. pissed off lar,!!!! HAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.........

Watched "The Day After Tomorrow", and now watching "Initial D"
TDAT vr meaningful. so please guys,
"SAVE THE EARTH!"
Dont let doomsday approach nearer!!

sadded sadded and still, sadded.
How i wish i have a brand new family, please god, make my dreams come true.

9:19:00 PM